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I am the goddess of being seen again

  • Dec. 17th, 2002 at 4:44 PM
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One day, years ago, I decided to be a goddess.

I thought, perhaps I could take this spark of divinity in me and nurture it, coddle it into a tiny conflagration, and then, maybe more.

I gave some thought to choosing an aspect. Most of the major positions are filled many times over, and besides, I needed to chose a divine function I could actually achieve. It's no good just posing at divinity.

So.

I am the goddess of being seen again.

When I leave the company of my followers, I do not say 'good-bye', but "Do you believe?"

And they reply, "I believe". And charged with their belief, I must then fulfill their prayer by someday returning to them.

The idea is that, someday, I will have accumulated such a body of belief that I can begin to perform small miracles. Maybe I can return to someone whose belief had lapsed, or be seen even where I am not (a flicker out of the corner of the eyes, maybe, to start). Then, with the greater body of belief fueled by these miracles, I could perhaps take on a more difficult aspect, and go through the cycle again.

And then I will be a goddess to be reckoned with.

So, as I depart, I ask you...

Do you believe?

Comments

[info]xtmont wrote:
Dec. 17th, 2002 01:46 pm (UTC)
I believe.

Wow, I feel empowered already.
[info]ghoulchick wrote:
Dec. 17th, 2002 01:47 pm (UTC)
I believe.

See? I'm already on my way to knowing you better. :)
[info]bethynyc wrote:
Dec. 17th, 2002 01:52 pm (UTC)
I believe.
[info]nongenius wrote:
Dec. 17th, 2002 01:56 pm (UTC)
I believe. Does that mean I get to see you for a first time? As well as out of the corner of my eye?
[info]theotherbaldwin wrote:
Dec. 17th, 2002 02:42 pm (UTC)
I believe.
::salaams for good measure::
[info]mowglikat wrote:
Dec. 17th, 2002 03:10 pm (UTC)
I must believe...I kept starting back at the beginning.

I love your writing, Syl.
[info]rustydog wrote:
Dec. 17th, 2002 06:48 pm (UTC)
That is a neat idea, sarudy.

I will add to the body of belief.
[info]tawandaspirit wrote:
Dec. 18th, 2002 07:36 am (UTC)
I believe!!
Hot damn hallelujah!
[info]shiningmoon wrote:
Dec. 18th, 2002 07:48 am (UTC)
I believe too!
:D
[info]arkibet wrote:
Dec. 18th, 2002 01:14 pm (UTC)
I believe!!! When there's no one else to turn to, you're always in my mind. Why, I just thought today in the shower, what's that name of the bone the tailors had from sitting cross legged all the time? Sartorius or something like that. Sylvia would know, she was the first person to tell me!

I'm a total believer.
[info]sagralisse wrote:
Feb. 23rd, 2003 12:48 pm (UTC)
But will you be able to make the lost socks reappear from the dryer? That's what I want to know.
[info]zephyrrs wrote:
Jul. 30th, 2003 08:37 pm (UTC)
I believe!
That is so fabulous. I so believe!!!

BTW, thanks for listing me on your friends list. It got me to check this out. ;-)

RS
[info]blacklili wrote:
Nov. 8th, 2003 11:52 am (UTC)
I believe...
By the way, aside from believing in your divinity, I also believe you've got some great user icons. Mind if I snagged some?
[info]sarudy wrote:
Nov. 10th, 2003 06:19 am (UTC)
Re: I believe...
Sure. I suppose you've found my icon page:
http://www.hellenback.com/lj_userpics/